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CreativeBlackGirl22
I’m a black girl who loves art and wants to become an art director, studio artist and animator. I do fan art, black themed art, self inserts and some digital art. I do a bit of nsfw art, mostly self insert. I love anime, cartoons, comics, and video games

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What’s been going on

Posted by CreativeBlackGirl22 - May 13th, 2023


Okay. So first off, hi everyone. I know I haven’t been active on here for months but, *sigh*, I have my reasons. I’ve been having really bad anxiety, mood swings, and depression since January. I’ve been having suicidal thoughts in January and February. Basically used that 988 number thrice in two months. I’m trying to get back into drawing more but then I had to focus on finishing my research project and then study for my final exam. And I’ve been sick this past week. So I’m just drained from all of that stuff. So now, I’m trying to get back into a routine again. Exercising more, drawing more and avoiding anything that is going to make my anxiety much worse. Now, I’m going to be posting more on NewGrounds because, it’s literally the only art website that doesn’t have any drama about live action movies, politics, or anything related to AI art. Thank goodness this website banned that crap because I don’t want to deal with that stuff on here. Look, Deviantart is a load of shit with a crappy ass setting and I don’t want to deal with the AI drama or anything NFT related. Plus most of my favorite artists have either stopped posting or removed all of their art from their pages and are more active on Twitter now. I deleted my Twitter account because I couldn’t stand the toxicity and the negativity that goes on there 24/7. And after Elon, my dick is small and I need to buy things to make it feel big, Musk buying it last year. I didn’t want to deal with more racist hate jerks from around the globe and hearing people bitch about it every single minute. So until Musk leaves Twitter (which I don’t see happening anytime soon), or I can get a hold of my mental health and health in general. I don’t see myself being on that website anytime soon. Instagram, though better than Twitter, I don’t want to keep hearing online arguments about the live action Little Mermaid movie. I don’t have the energy for crap like that anymore. It’s not worth my time. Not bothering with Tumblr. That’s just a middle school version of Twitter. Can’t do Facebook because I have family on there and I haven’t used Facebook since I was 18. I might use Discord more but maybe after Fourth of July since I just don’t want to hear about AI art, how much America sucks, or how terrible things are. It’s not healthy for me to be surrounded by people who are way more negative than me. With that being said, NewGrounds will be my only art website I’ll be active on since I don’t face to worry about drama, or too much negativity. I know I haven’t been using this platform too much lately, but I don’t hear a lot of people complaining about this site and since it allows Adult content as long as it’s age appropriate and they won’t give you any hypocritical bull crap like YouTube. I just hope that they get an app soon. In conclusion, I’ll be back to drawing soon and hopefully I’ll do a better job with working on my mental health while drawing new art. I’ll be posting a lot of Pride art next month. See you all soon.


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Glad to have you. :)

Thank you, dear ^_^